the only thing that keeps me going now is, Myra's cheese biscuits.
wooooooo delicioso!

i want a blackbird, fly.

and wilfred just reminded me how we lost, so badly.
i'm sad now):

i'm feeling slightly better todaaaaaaaaaaay, its the start of december. why did november went away so fast? ):
i just remembered dearest jaesuk is leaving us. ): why.

i'm feeling so awake now, maybe a relief from GEMS CA assignment, but what the hell, i have four chapters of astro-navigating to study for tomorrow's test. i simply misunderstood 'introduction to astro-navigation' being F-U-N. but i think its Mr. Tong (SAM PAH). But I am definitely looking forward to next term, we're learning the Moon and the Stars and whatnots. right now, its meridians, and latitudes and longtitudes and angles and planes and stuff. have to chiong GEMS TODAAAAAAAAAAAY!

plus, happy news: Miss Wenda said we need not come for the make-up lecture today, since we cant go through today's tutorial without the lecture.

and i have sweaty paaaaaaaaaaaaaaalms. the uccd class was dark and almost empty as usual. and suddenly i feel very positive today. maybe it was the nescafe and the chicken pie yesterday. (evil laughter)

it feels like i havent seen my big-ass sidekick yet. just glimpses of her blonde-streaked hair.

miss wenda is giving lecture noooooooooooow.
and the mini orang lollipop bayi gave me, does not taste like oraaaaaaaaaaaaaaange ):
macam sour prunes.

and i was supposed to go to the gym yesterday. but fate failed me, and i ate KFC black pepper chicken buddy meal with saifo instead. SEDAAAAAAAAAAAP, finger lickin' goooooooooooooooddddd!

and MST's coming. i am worried for every single paper that i will sit for. ten days of mugging, from todaaaaaaaaaaay.

haiz december.

i am seriously full. mom just served a full plate of fried rice, and i pushed half of it away.
refreshments at hr seminar were not really tempting, but i still ate 4 crabmeats, 3 eclairs and two short hotdogs?
aaaaaaaaaaand early morning i had a nice hot cup of milo and with two slices of bread. (oh and the fried mee from food haven!) i am seriously full, alhamdulillah!

and after ten hectic days of mugging and pms-ing, i finally decided to spare some minutes to pray. and it felt real good. mmm.

and dugong and i have a sad story to tell. ):

and those crazy leggings.

i have a headache right now.
a wet pillow of tears at home.
i'm at school now. hungry, i feel my eyes swelling.

and i actually dreamt of my birthday. bodoh pretended to forget my birthday, and he brought me to this 'geylang' corner which looked more like the fullerton side. and he said he needed to go to the toilet. suddenly suhaira came, giving me a box of shoes, as my birthday present. and i hugged her so tight. hahahahaa! but it turned out as if it was a joke, cos the shoes was much bigger for my ronald-mcdonald feet size, hmph.
and and before that, yus gave me a birthday manicure present at the face shop! SO SWEEEEEEEEEEET, NOT! hahahahaha stupid makcik.

ah yes, my birthday's coming. somehow not really anticipating it ): i wish november would go reaaaaaaaaaally slooooooooow. reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallyyyyyyyyy sloooooooooooooooooooow. please?

p.s. my mood themes messed up :E

and maybe a slice of cheesecake. ):

for a moment, at 12.05, i felt like choking him. but i guess i should let him off. he needed more than i will or can do, to realise everything that has happened for the past 7 months.


AND I'M CRAVING FOR ICECREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM ):
but i have only five cents, after i digged out my invictus bag):
gosh.
i want some icecream. maybe the ones at citylink, or maybe a tub of B&J's, or just a cup of choc fudge sundae

HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

and i seriously am tired, i have lack of sleep. and i hate that my sleeping pattern is disturbed. cos i miss UCCD lecture yet again, for the third time in a row. BRAVO FARRRRRRRRRRRINA. and i fell asleep in this uncomfortable couch in the library.

plus, I HAVE NOT EVEN STARTED A PROPER SENTENCE IN MY UCCD REPORT.
i feel like a loser.

my sidekick didnt come to school today. she disappeared totally. maybe because of what happened yesterday, but i dont even know what happened yesterday. didnt even hear her dugong siren sound.
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

i was standing at the atm, i asked for yus' account number.
and she thought i was seducing her -__-

its been ages since i last stayed up to do some schoolwork. i should probably start doing so, cos my brain juices are flowing much better than 8 at night. heh, i had a good 3 hours of nap just now.

i went to St Andrews Cathedral for my UCCD project just now. was quite amusing how the whole church was built and everything. it was cooooooooool! saiful tagged along to help take the photos and also settle his curiosity as well.

so while munching on double cheeseburgers, we settled the outlined content for our 8-pages report. i was anticipating to reach home as wellllllllllllllllllllllllllll, cos mom made apple pie for dearest-turned-fifteen-sister. omg, she's fifteen already! hahahaahhahaha!
saiful tagged along, to fill in the blank. MOM COOKED FRIED MACARONI, and POPIAAAAAAAAH! wah sedap! and the apple pie was DELISH! i made the crust for the huge apple pie HEHEHHEHE. not so bad for a beginner at apple pie eh ma? we shall try some more next timeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

i had to miss berok's coffee tasting thoooooooooooough ): i missed a ball-rolling-in-the-mrt action JUST NOW! hehehheheh
DUGOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG THE BALL IS RESTING. after a long day. and no-value prepaid. -_-

i had lots of fun todaaaaaaay, and DEAR VANNA, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY :D hehehehe.

i am looking forward to tomorrow. well, i need to, cos i've got report-editings and more research to dooooooooo.

well right now, faz unnie is only starting on her assignment cos she just got an idea after watching FO. hahahahhahaha! i cant stand her. her laughs are contagious. but she's worth the companion at night when youre hoping your report to be done in a blink of an eye.

she had these head microphones on her WOW hair. HAHHAHAHAHAHAHA i thought it was really hilarious. and she had the volume on so loud in our conversation, i thought it was a 'Wink'. (yknow the lady with the huge lips laughing) but it was actually herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA, damn it. she' s crazy. :D
SARANGHAE UNNIE.

i aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam hungryyyyyyyy.
heh, kicked off a bad start for the day.

aku baru perasan terdapat satu nandek(pimple) di dahi ku. yang sunggoh menonjol dan sakit rasanya.

and i zuper late for schoooool, but miss jacq is always nice. cos despite being late for every other lesson, before and after today, she just keeps quiet. (plus cbm, last semester too) i'm just wondering i'f i'll get CHILO for participation ):

i was happily walking out of my home with soler being dressed in his new blue shirt(: then i realised something was missing. it seemed like i was 1,283,293 metres away from my hoooooooooooouse, but i dragged myself anyway cos i forgot my handphone): stupid. i always forget my phone when it being the most essential part of my every day. but anyway i was sweating my head off. i swear.

but it all cools down after a long 20-minute train ride, cos Mr Mrt Operator turned on the airconditioner wild. wooooooooooooo, i hate being sweaty.

i'm heading to church later for UCCD. am somehow anticipating, and maybe not?

BY THE WAAAAAAAAAAY (oh, redhotchillipeppers)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BONCET, lend me your expensive headphone one day. HEHEHHEHEHHHEHEHHEHE
(: be a good sister to me okay THANKYOUUUUUUUUUUUSXZX. we must chiong poa during december and the months to come(:

seriously have alot to say about apec, where's dugong? i hate mondays now, cos i'm always late, and train rides a bore cos there's too much space when dugong's not in the same train):

oh oh! maaaaaaaaaaybe seeing berok. i miss that teksar. she wanted to give me cheesecaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake, aku sedih. pasal apec aku tak dapat cheesecake.
BUT OMG, i got like two spoonfuls of chilli crab. worth all the pain in the shoes, the baggy black pants, the sweating armpits, the makeup, the sweating upperlip, the floppy fringe, and whatnots!

but gladly, i'm not feeling too tired for apec already. like i said, work's piling. so no more excuses, i said no more farrina. remember, you wanna do as well as anyone else riiiiiiiiiiiiight.

uhmmmmm right.

I WANT DRUMSSSSLETSSSSSSS

APEC was a wooooooooooooooooah-tiring day.
only that i wish i could have called anyone to tell about my long 12 hours over at esplanade.

wooooo, paycheck soon i hope.
on the other hand, work's piling :/ and i havent started. cos i still feel dead tired.

okay that was an excuse. i'm freaking lazy.

i hate this feeling.
i seriously hate it. 

 



whaaaaaaaaaaaaaat the heeeelll farrinaaaaaa!
waaaaaaahhh!

c'mon, c'mon ya'll!
uh huh uh huh.
i've been dreaming about you nana,
you got so many pahala,
making me laugh macam orang gila,
eating the banana with sultana,
with your best friend amalina,
singing the zoo song which goes ashik ashik ahaa.
woooooooooooooooooooo!

i also caaaaaaaaan laaaaaaaaaah!
and i miss us playing seven, paper, stone on the phone. fun kaaaaan?
seriously, i miss it.
and and you knw what makes my day?
you knocking your head everywhere in the mrt and bus.
gosh, i really miss you.
and and and, you knw whaaaaaat!
i prayed just now. 
i got take wuduk laaaah.
who doesnt kan? 
yeah. i miss you, like hell lor.

and and, i love your lovehandles.
love it, love it, love it!
sungguh sexy lah kauuuu!

i love you x 44201948 x 10 to the power of 999928377166251 too!



as much as i need to sleep, i dont think i can. SEOULGARDEN TOMORROW FOOOOOOOOOOOOO! and yknow it's been great 12++++ months with you. i love you chicken mcnugget porkchop dodoooooooool, idiot!

"to know someone is through what she never says"

 after for so long, it gives ultimate satisfaction. thanks to october's pay tooooooooo
:D

 omg, future full shifts on sundays?  = one hour late for HRIS every monday.

(smacks forehead)

and the chewy junior plus rice,plus mom's fried mee omg.i am totally exhausted of eating.
and laughing, hahahahah!

thanks bodoh, you still dance like the best ah(: